Yes Mense that day is arriving for me pretty soon, I will be doing my “Yet Again” Drivers Licence Test sometime soon.  The testing station in Pretoria contacted me today to inform me of the good news.  Finally my appeal for a re-test has been accepted.  But why am I not that ecstatic from the mere victory of passing the appeal at least?

 I guess it’s because I don’t know if I’m ready for all that torment again, those gut wrenching nerves that almost leaves me breathless and beaten.  I don’t handle nervous situations very well, eventhough I come prepared it still doesnt help.  I drug myself up with Herbex Nerve Tonic to the point where I am totally brain dead.  Maybe that’s where the problem lies, I need to be alert I guess not in La La Land.

 Please all Pray for me, pray that I may be calm enough not to Fuck up and knock any poles in the yard, that I may fucking get out of the yard for once! And that I don’t knock any wandering pedestrians down. PRAY PRAY PRAY.

 Oh YES! and PRAY that my testing officer accepts bribes KIDDING hee hee