It takes a breakdown to have a real breakthrough. As simple as it may seem, but when you try and do what you say, this is when the real test comes (If you gonna run with wild dogs, don’t piss like a puppy). One person inspired us to keep our word even though all did not want to attend here, we are under the same roof being 100% authentic. You just feel what you want, you just be what you wanna.

To be 100% authentic, not even that, to be real. The first step, acknowledge that this will take work and commitment, learning every detail about myself from different angles, internal and external. Some are good, some are bad, some are big and some are small, but I am grateful to at least know they are there.

Some live their whole lives not knowing, looking at all of those cards laid out (the only commitment I have made to myself is to have passionate fun). Some I like, some I resist, some I want to keep and some I want to get rid of (Keep pushing on, things are gonna get better, it wont take long, keep on moving to the tap)

How I got to look at these cards is by listening to what people see, by people who love and care for me; and to just get here, I have to kill IT. It is almost dead and only locked up, if I kill it, I am killing me. It is backing down, submitting, cowering in the dark. Now I am looking at me and I’m beautiful, with a light shining from my heart, bright white light like the sunrise. And as I am looking at myself, I’m feeling comfortable, a bit uneasy, as this is my first real look, as I look and see.

In Dedication of Hayley Magurno