I have seemingly been experiencing frequent bouts of de-javu’s if you can call it that for almost a year and a half now. It started just after the death of one of my close friends. At first I dismissed it as your typical de-ja-vu, but this is something a whole lot different.

I have a memory, an actual memory of something I did lets say a week ago or month ago and the actual experience repeats itself, sounds crazy I know, but this is exactly how it happens. I even before the event starts unfolding itself in front of me, say things out loud that I remember happened and people look at me baffled wondering as to how I knew what was going to happen next. Just as in the movie ‘Groundhog Day, when Bill Murray is sitting in one of the coffee shops busy explaining to Andie McDowell that her cameraman is going to come in the next 10 secs and whisk her away.

At first it was very unsettling and fearful for me, but as time has gone on, I have become quite accustomed to these bouts of feeling like I am part of this funny movie. A psychic I went to see told me that this is in fact a seventh sense of some sort, where I am able to see the future, but in a different way. Me, being the skeptic I am, thought that this was absolute tripe, until a very close friend of the family also being psychic told me the same thing.

She said that all this is just confirmation (messages) that I have this wonderful gift to reach into the future and take out select sections, store the experience in my mind and recall it when the event actually takes place.

It might seem insignificant little pathetic things, that have no relevance to my current situation (like the chimes) but the cosmic world works in baffling ways. What we perceive as being all important and life altering never seems to materialize at that precise moment. As time moves on the important issue we thought it was actually becomes less mind blowing as new issues take their place. Somehow the trivial issues take precedent with the cosmic way of dealing with things. I have never figured that one out and I don’t know anyone who has.

For example: my future experiences are of little “stupid” things, but I would prefer if they were of things like - the lottery numbers. However, maybe the powers that be don’t give me these types of experiences because it may alter my life route so hugely that my path is changed in a different direction.

She also mentioned that nothing gets given to a person for a sinister or dark reason. I can almost see the future but it is “after the fact” so that it can warn me maybe and cushion me from the hurt. I cannot change what is going to happen but my gift makes it easier to cope with, be the future good or a little bad. Like knowing someone is dead before they are, the person is still going to die but I have a little knowledge of it upfront so the shock isn’t as bad for me. Or someone is having a baby, same thing, although its not so much shock as anticipation.

Anyway I have been doing some research into this and have come up with other scientific explanations, which I will unravel at a later stage. For now I am enjoying the notion that I am very unique and hopefully one day can learn to use this “gift” and maybe help others.