Hayley’s memorial was held last Thursday at the Parktown College and in preparation for the memorial, we collated all her favourite music, beautiful photos and poems she had written the week before the accident.

One of the poems she had written was dated 21 November 2006, four days before the car crash.

Upon reading it, I was astounded. It is almost as if she subconsciously knew her time was up. I almost feel uplifted, as I know now she is at peace, she had found herself and was happy and at peace with everything.

‘My soul is surrounded by an angel

The warmth of her wings surrenders me

When I fall into the darkness of my thoughts…

I’m lifted, gifted, loved as I soar

From this barren place…lifted

High into the heaven’s

Drifting with wings we sit perched

Together on natures breath of fresh air… the clouds

A smiling soul, I sit here now

Grateful for the blessing

Nature’s naked face before me

In all its beautiful glory

I love this place…

I love me..

Hayles

Today I decided to give myself an online fortune telling reading just for fun. However it did not turn out quite as fun as I had expected.

It started off great and then came the unfavourable cards, negative, not so great cards which I chose to ignore.

I ended up feeling all freaked out and had this nervous, anxious feeling. I then decided that all this is a lot of rubbish, as how can technology predict what kind of future a person will lead, it only manifests into reality if you truly believe it.

Thoughts are very tangible indeed, everything we think of is projected out into the universe and can be manifested into reality. That is why it is so important to remain positive, loving and good people in this life, as what you put out is what you get back in return. Live life with integrity and no regrets and you cannot go wrong.